so that was christmas, now here's a little of new years.
it was quite strange to come home then leave two days later on my own. it was also a very new experience to spend the last few minutes of '08 and the first few of '09 in a house not mine, surrounded by people i don't now all that well. Then finishing out the New Years celebration by sitting on the floor with the boys watching Return of the King til about 3 am. haha o man way to break in 2009 whew! just after the passing of midnight i wrote "What an odd way to end one year and bring in another. So i delve into my psyche and collect the memories of this past year. New became old hat and non-existent came to be. I had a growth spurt and then grew weary from the growth pains. So a new year is called for to bring life back into my body."
it was quite strange to come home then leave two days later on my own. it was also a very new experience to spend the last few minutes of '08 and the first few of '09 in a house not mine, surrounded by people i don't now all that well. Then finishing out the New Years celebration by sitting on the floor with the boys watching Return of the King til about 3 am. haha o man way to break in 2009 whew! just after the passing of midnight i wrote "What an odd way to end one year and bring in another. So i delve into my psyche and collect the memories of this past year. New became old hat and non-existent came to be. I had a growth spurt and then grew weary from the growth pains. So a new year is called for to bring life back into my body."
i can't wait for a new year, mostly. i like time moving forward, bringing more events and time to stuff in my experience box, relying on my charts and diagrams to confirm my findings collected from Divine, parental, personal, and friendly sources. the first week of the new year was interesting, exciting, intriguing, exhausting. things happened to make me raise an eyebrow, smile, others raise an eyebrow no doubt, my smile change to a beaming one, my brow furrowed in thought, music discovered to unravel the knots of my soul, laughs to confirm and reaffirm love and camaraderie i would not trade for the world. caps were tossed like "monkey in the middle" inside my head, from mouth to mouth. my skills with a 9 mil barretta were discovered and noticed. other things were noticed again. opportunities were presented and doors will be walked through. i pray they lead to only good. i know i'm sounding extremely ambiguous, get over it! plus if you know me, you should be able to understand about everything.
here are some not so cryptic statements:
- what are words when we can have unawkward silences?!
- i'm not kidding, get paper!
- our conversations are more awkward than our silences.
- but our awkward conversations aren't awkward at all!
- you're my freak so it's ok.
- "bubble bath"= Diana getting drunk
- leg bahahahahaha
- hammocks inspire all kind of giggles
- "i'd be a lot more submissive if i could slay dragons." the most oxymoronic statement i've ever heard
- "i love you. i love my mommy too" : )
- American Restoration, it's time for change ; ) it will happen! youtube here we come
3 comments:
I love reading your thoughts :)
Wow, it is interesting to reflect the changes over the new years, I am glad that you are looking foreward to what God is going to do, and I look foreward to seeing what He will do in you too!
Haha, I love the jokes, I'm so thankful for being apart of most of them! I can't wait to make more this year <3
yeah yeah yeah. that is also the truest oxymoronic statement you've ever heard. what if a dragon comes after you and there is no decent man around? won't you need a submissivley slaying women? haha.
i love reading your writings. if i didn't know you i'd think you were an entirely different person. but as it is, it is all very Wesley to me, it's the inside Wesley seeing the light of day. dang it. what is about being with you and my ability to communicate failing? oh yeah, you're my interperter. ;)
{{tons of sp errors i know, but i figured if the english major can have grammar slips...))
hey now, it's now the international affairs major! ;) THough I may switch back...oy, the crazyness that is figuring out one's life
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